Unsuccessful.

A stomach full of pills.
My life behind me,
Now my body lies still.
They’re asking for a response,
But I’m begging to be killed.
The monitor says that I’ll be okay.
A little poison in my system,
That it’s gonna go away.
Mom and dad have this bad look in their eyes.
My brothers out there crying,
He keeps asking why.
I’m sorry best friend,
I didn’t mean to make you sad.
I really just wanted to stop all the bad.
It’s okay little sis,
The doctor says I don’t get my wish.
So you don’t have to look down,
I’ll be back to hang around.
My love, you have this look on your face.
I really am sorry, it was just another mistake.

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