When I think of you (and many others in my life), love and guilt flood me. I wish to see more of you  and them. 

I have been feeling guilty for many years and even recently about not seeing my friends and family more/at all. Not being around more. Not “making the time” as people say, to see the people I love. 

Because if these are people I hold so dear, why do I not make the time to see them?

And the realization is that I don’t need to. My love doesn’t end just because we aren’t around each other. The connections I have with the people I love could never be severed. 

Phones make it so easy to communicate that sometimes it feels that it means it should be easier to always hangout and see each other. Which is just not true. 

I acknowledge that our presence here on earth is limited. But the connections and that love truly is forever.