Author: imjustkristina

Mind altering is merely an insight

Do not allow your soul to become drunk on these insights

Understand them, feel them

Learn and let go

Choose to be happy without

Continue to let your mind live only by soul

Happpiness is as any other feeling

It will come in waves

Sometimes slow

Sometimes overwhelming

It will come and it will go

Such as all feelings – A choice

Wake up and choose

Choose every day

Choose every minute

Material can hold onto many

Material is only matter

Overwhelmed with material the world brings

Will happen, a thing not many believe in

But neither consume or be consumed

For special lays with your soul

Within your mind

Material must be let go

Energy never lies my dear

Remember your gut has your best interest

Not there to bring you fear

Listen, not too closely

But just enough to hear the pump of your heart

Gut is quite keen on the soul

Follow it through without exception

Honesty is the only way through life

Without causes chaos, pain, death

Death in trust, value, humanity

Holding the coals to her chest

Keeping that paper heart

In such a fiery mess

Not recognizing the dance of resentment

Frustrated with myself, the years wasted
Being someone else
Fighting to breathe, the air tainted
I can do it with no help
Forget the goals, the dreams, it will be years
Brain drowning in fear
Feeling rarely ever dissapears, success is not so easy
It’s not supposed to be easy
Finding a way is not supposed to be fun, hard work
That’s what it will take

I want to fall in love with the sun.

And everything it has to offer, it’s nature, it’s love.

I want to give like the sun and earth give. The way the universe gives unto you and me.

I want to be as free as the wind in our skies.
And I want to breathe as deeply as the trees and plants breathe.

I want to be one again.

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The
Shiny bright screen has sucked you in
Binge
and
binge
As if you’re afraid
That one day it will
end

Screaming from the top
My voice is not heard
There was no echo
Just many, many thoughts
Dancing around, my brain will never stop
Why can’t they hear me?
It’s as if I’ve never been able to talk
Pleading and pleading
I just need to be heard
Crying and screaming
My heart is doing too much bleeding
Why won’t they help me?
Are my dreams not worth believing?
Why won’t they hear me?
My soul can’t keep screaming