Author: imjustkristina

We’re going away

Today dies

Tomorrow will fade

We’re going away

Say goodbye

Off to a better place

We’re going away

Once more

This is now a new game

You’re going away

I stay

Just another lonely face

My minds kind of all over the place

I really can’t think straight

My thoughts are driving me crazy

I don’t know what they’re saying

Should I let this go

I don’t really know

Do I want more or to end this show

If I take it, death will take me slow

But if I fake it, no one will ever know

What’s it like living in a place when it feels like home but isn’t your own
Where do you go when your thoughts sink a little too low
Longing for something
You want to belong here
Looking for anything
You want to be strong dear
Tell me what do you say when depression eats away
How long do you cling to a room so the world doesn’t get to you
Can you take all the pain
Will you ever be okay
Or is life a game
That you just don’t want to play

Look into my eyes
Remember you’re not my life
I’m gonna murder you in the end
Just your fucked up friend
Put my hands around your throat
Scream till I can’t hear you choke
I warned you from the start
That I was gonna break your heart
Should’ve ran when you had the chance
You stayed instead and tried this dance
Now you lay dead on the floor
As I’m walking out this door
Remembering it all in my eyes
Looking at how I was your life

All white

From the smoke

To the light

This thing that’s inside

Crystallize my chest

Show me what’s next

Tighten up my veins

Make me go insane

I’m afraid darling that everyone can see

Just one look is all it really takes

They see how you shake

How your eyes look away

From blue to black

Can you find your way back

Do you need a home

Explain to them why you’re so alone

Sit

Don’t blink

I bet you can’t even think

Outside

No home

I bet you wish you weren’t alone

A stomach full of pills.
My life behind me,
Now my body lies still.
They’re asking for a response,
But I’m begging to be killed.
The monitor says that I’ll be okay.
A little poison in my system,
That it’s gonna go away.
Mom and dad have this bad look in their eyes.
My brothers out there crying,
He keeps asking why.
I’m sorry best friend,
I didn’t mean to make you sad.
I really just wanted to stop all the bad.
It’s okay little sis,
The doctor says I don’t get my wish.
So you don’t have to look down,
I’ll be back to hang around.
My love, you have this look on your face.
I really am sorry, it was just another mistake.